PEACE

Sitting here without a physical care in the world at this moment in time, I do what I do best – I WONDER!!!!!

I focus on Bear who seems to be telling me "that all ‘physical concerns’, at best, have been alleviated in order for me to have or view a clear picture of my internal landscape."
I begin to complain a little that I become very tired of forever internally ‘exploring’. I hear that I am not focused on the HEART of the matter – at least not very often. Instead I am walking around the edge – around and around in circles – I have not leapt into the warm, comfy feel of my heart. For if I truly had, I would always feel content.

Once again – this is how it is……….

I have no comeback on this one for I know it to be true. My continual question – ‘what to do now?” has just been answered – jump .  This is what I have wanted to do for ages. It is not, I realize, about jumping into external worlds of ‘doings’ – for no matter what I do or which one I choose I shall never be content until I have found that contentment within my own Heart – until I become comfortable and at ease – until I have found this place in myself . I know ‘this place’ is in my Heart – I have no doubt whatsoever. I do know it for I have been there before. I do not have to be ‘active’ in this place, yet I may choose to. I can merely sit here and ‘look out’ to the outside world whilst being at peace, in peace or Peace itself….

I begin to see that maybe fear, the fear of illness has kept me from here for it was illness that took me there in the first place. I realize this is not so. Illness was my guide and I know I no longer need a guide – I AM able to do it on my own.

I am peace in the making. Peace is one of the greatest gifts of all.

Transition = Peace = Death+Birth